Saturday night. On one train ride to a party.

P : I am jealous with people like you, who have things figured out and certain to what you are going to do. I am not even sure if what I am doing right now is what I really wanted to do.

A : Don’t be. For me, it is exactly like entering a dark tunnel. I hate to run out my options to guide me to another end. That is why I brought so many, or sometimes way too many means to get me there. However, I also wonder what would it be like to enter the tunnel empty-handed, enjoying the ride without having to worry about running out the way to light up the whole journey and rely only on my senses and intuitions until it get where I need to be. But I never had the guts.